December 7th, 2005. Today was the day that I proposed to Sonya. I started by getting her three roses and having them ready in a vase for when she got home from work. Then we went to dinner for steaks. It was good to have a nice meal and have something in my stomach to calm my nerves. When we got home, I got down on one knee and asked her to marry me. She accepted. It was really great! It felt good to finally do what I have wanted to do for some time now. I guess I just never seriously thought about it until recently. I had been planning this for months now, but only one other person knew until these last few weeks. Then the secret almost got out. I had to have people killed, but I think it was worth it to keep it "under our hats" as the government says sometimes. No, seriously it was a great day. She seems to be in some kind of excited planning stage of some sort. I wonder what she could possibly be planning for...